Thursday, May 12, 2011

...hOpE kOrAnG bAhAgIa...

aqoo da xtau nk ckp pew ag..
bila d fkir2kn mmg skit n perit ngat ati aqoo skang nie..
kecewa n mcm2 ag yg aqoo ase..
smpai ati kamoo n dia xnk gtau aqoo hal yg sbenarnye..
aqoo xkn mara tp aqoo juz nk kpastian jew...
susah sngt kew nk gtau smua nie....
aqoo tnye cz aqoo xnk daa merana n jd xtntu arah cmnie..
aqoo xnk berharap lagi..
lau smua 2 btol..
aqoo akn trime ngn seadanya..
aqoo xkn gngu hidup korang lagi..
tp susah sngt kew nk mengaku smua 2..
slh kew aqoo tnye..slh kew aqoo juz nk tau kpastian..
aqoo da xlarat ag daa ngn smua nie..
aqoo da pnat..
plezzzz sngt2...gtau la kt aqoo hal yg sbenarnye..
aqoo xnk d tduh rampas pkwe owg ag..
nape smua owg xprnh nk fhm prasaan aqoo n pew yg aqoo ase slame nie..
aqoo da b'berapa kli b'tnyekn hal nie pd kdua2 belah pihak..
tp msing2 xnk mengaku..
susah sngt kew..susah sngt kew??
bila aqoo tnye depa sl nie..depa suh tnye dak 2 lak..
nape xnk gtau..nape...
jgn la seksa aqoo cmnie..
aqoo pn de ati n prasaan gak..
kdang2 2 aqoo ase cmburu sngt2 lau tngk yeowg mesra jew kn..
tp aqoo xksah cz aqoo skang da xdak hak tuk smua 2 ag..
pmpuan ane yg xcdey lau tngk owg yg ye syg mesra ngn owg len kn
wlaupun skang da xdak pape...
ntah la kn..aqoo pn xtau daa cmne ag caranye tuk mlupakn die..
aqoo t'lalu syg kt ye..maafkn aqoo..maafkn aqoo...
plez maafkn aqoo cz skang still xley lpekn kamoo..
to muhammad faez n faizatul akmar..
hope korang bhagia yerk..
akma..sory lau kte2 kah wt akma trase..
kah xb'mksd nk wt cm2..
tp 2la pew yg kah asekn slame nie..
maafkn kah cz skang kah still xley lpekn ye..
maaf sngt2 akma..
tp kah bhagia ble tngk korang bhagia..
sweet sngt tngk korang..hepyy jew..
hope korang kekal ek..
plezz..jge la ye bek2..
kah syg sngt2 kt korang...
pas nie kah xkn gngu korang ag..
so skang kah da fhm laa...
wlaupn korang xgtau..
hope p'hbungan korang kekal slamenye..
amin..
btw..sory a lot faez cz kah da lukakn ati kamoo..
maafkn aqoo..maafkn aqoo..
thanks a lot 4 being my frenz n my special person in my life
salam..






Friday, May 6, 2011

~~LoVe~~

Standing, holding your crying face in my arms,
i look up with tears to the stars,

i close my eyes and take a long breath,
and wish with all the heart that i have left,

let him stop hurting, let his tears be few,
let his life be happy, and his loves be true,

let his family know he is someone great,
let him be in an eternal content state,

he is my love, my life, and my hope,
and i am his angel, his help, and his life boat,

i will not let them harm his bleeding head,
i will give him laughter, strength and love instead,

so cry no more sweet child of fire,
for i look after you the one i admire,

call my name when you so need me,
and i will come in half a heartbeat,

remember my face when tears fill your eyes,
i will torch their darkness cut out their lies,

we will mend our wings together and fly towards the sun,
and you can be strong when you tell them your done,

keep me in your heart and always look to above,
for i will be your friend, angel and your eternal love!

remember me when you need me most,
you know i'm here!





jUz sAyInG...

I didn't really have you,
you weren't labelled mine.
 But you were.
 And i want every second, minute, day i spent with you, back.
 I'd take full advantage.
 I hope that theres a reason i'm not over you yet..
 the reason being; 
we were meant to be <3 <3 <3

...I've realized...

Girls tears only seems to fall when they don't know

What they're gonna do anymore to try to be happy.

They cry cause they are fighting against

those feelings that are telling them to let go. ,

but knowing that if they let go. ,

they might regret it.

and they're just trying to figure out

whats going to happen

if they keep holding on. ,

and if they're willing to go throw

with all the pain thats needed

just to keep fighting.

juz bOwInK...HuHuHuHu

i miss u so much..

even if you're not for me

 I still love you ...

I do not know how to dispose of the strong feelings for this.....

I get stuck..

So suppose you owned me .. 

I was the happiest person on this earth ..

 but that all is not possible ...

not possible ...

but I want you to know that ,

I really love and will love you forever .. ;'(

~~wHeN i MiSs HiM~~

I miss him so much but he wasn't meant for me...

And I'll accept everything

I trying 2 forget everything about him but then I failed

I miss him..a lot

love is a cycle 

when you clash

u hate him/her so much

u r trying 2 forget bout him

eventually u're starting 2 miss him again

then ur falling for him again..

..Freeze This Moment..

We were sitting on your rooftop
Staring at the skies
The sun was dipping lower
I looked into your eyes
You saw what I was feeling
I know you felt it too
We wanted time to just stand still
Then forever there'd be me and you
Why can't we freeze this moment?
Return to it in time
Stay together through the years
Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine
So let us freeze this moment
Store it safely away
Even if we leave this place
We'll return to it someday ..

Sunday, May 1, 2011

..aKhIrNyA sEmUaNyE tElAh bErAkHiR..

hurrmm..korang tau x..
setelah sekian lama hbungan aqoo ngn si dia akhirnye
kami tol2 clash..aqoo xtau daa nk gtau n nk trangkn pew ag kt ye
agr ye fham..tp smua 2 hnya laa sia2 jew..aqoo jew yg slalu berhrap
supaya hbungan kami kn bersatu kmbali tp tu smua hnyalah
impian yg xmngkin berlaku kn..
mmg pedih n terguris ngat ati nie lau owg yg kte tol2 syg
xp'cyakan kte kn..kte tau kte hnyalah mnusia yg xperfect..
tapi nape?????????
bsar sngt kew ksalahn yg aqoo da wt kt ye smpaikn ye xnk p'cyekan aqoo lagi..
jhat sngt kew aqoo nie...
hurrmm..tp pape pn xpelah kn..aslkn kte tau dri kte cmne..
mybe smua 2 da ktentuan tuhan..tol x..
tp nape la stiap mse aqoo asyk t'ingtkn n rndukn ye...
ntahhhh laaa...aqoo sndiri pn da pning kn..
nape la smua nie hrus b'laku kt aqoo..nape???
xlyak kew aqoo memiliki kbahagiaan
xlyak kew aqoo memiliki smua 2..
arrgghhhh....aqoo xtau daa nk wtpe ag..
aqoo da cbe tuk lpekn ye tp still xley..
tp ri 2 aqoo t'nmpk si dia ngn sowang dak pmpuan kt kdai mam..
btapa t'kjutnye aqoo n luluh sngt2 ati aqoo time 2..
aqoo xsngka sngt2..
slame nie aqoo t'lalu mnghrapkn ye..
bdohh kew aqoo nie..hurrmmm..
aqoo t'lalu sygkn ye...cmne nie..
ya Allah..bantulah umatmu nie dan bimbinglh aqoo kearah kbenaran..
berilah aqoo ktenangan..
jika dia jdohku..satukanlah kami..
lau dia bkn jdoh untukku..tnjukkanlah jlan yg paling t'baek buat kami
untuk menghadapi hari2 yg akn dtang..
dan aknku mnerimanye ngn pnuh keredhaan..
aqoo tau mngkin itulah jln yg paling terbaek yg telah kau berikan kpdku...
tp kpedihan lam ati aqoo msih trase
dan ianya sngt perit skali tuk mlupaknnye..
tp pape pn aqoo da lme maafkn dia n b'hrap agr si dia akn mnemui
someone yg lbh baek dri aqoo..
skang aqoo da fhm nape die amek kputusan cmnie..
aqoo hrap die kn bhagia ngn owg 2..
aqoo hepy ble tngk die hepy wlaupn ati aqoo terluka..
tol ckp owg2 rmai kn..
stiap p'tmuan pasti ade p'pisahan
tapi smua 2 mmg ade hkmah d sbaliknye..
pape pn..thnks to muhammad faez cz da prnah hdir lam hdup aqoo
slame nie,sntiasa buat aqoo hepyy n telah mnjaga aqoo ngn baek..
aqoo akn sntiasa ingt smua 2 n ianya tidak akn aqoo lpekn smpai ble2..
maafkn smua ksalahan yg telah aqoo lakukan pd kamoo slame kte knl..
kamoo tetap yg paling terbaek lam ati aqoo..