~~kEhILaNgAnNyE cUkUp bErMaKnA bAgIkU sEmUa~~

26.5.2011..

nie la trikh yg amat menyedihkn bg aqoo sekeluarga..

pada trikh nie aqoo sekeluarga telah khilangan seorang ibu yg paling aqoo syg kt lam dunia nie..

tapi pew kn daya akhirnye mamaku telah kembali ke rahmatullah...

cdey yg x terkata bg kami smua...hnya tuhan sje yg tahu cmne prasaan kmi smua...

aqoo sekeluarga hnye de seorang ibu yg d pnggil mama jew cz ayhku pn telah kmbali ke rahmatullah pd 16 thun yg lalu..pas 2 mama pula pergi mninggalkn kami sndirian..

ntah la kn...xtau nk ckp pew..perit ase ati nie..cmne aqoo nk hdapi hri2 yg kn dtang tnpa mama d sisi..aqoo terlalu merindui mama aqoo...aqoo ase cm nk ikut jew mama aqoo tp 2 smua xmngkin berlaku..mngkin tuhan lebih menyayangi mama aqoo..

mybe smua nie jlan yg terbaek wt mama cz slame nie mama da lme mnanggung kesakitan yg dihadapinye..aqoo xsnggup tngk mama mnderita ag..

tp aqoo terlalu merindui mama...

stelah pmergian ayhku...mama la pengganti ayh n ibu kpd kmi smua..

mama la segala2nye bg kami smua...mama terlalu b'makna bg aqoo n kluarga..

tp nape mama prgi dulu..nape bkn aqoo jew yg prgi..

aqoo xtau nk wtpe ag..aqoo ase hdup aqoo cm xdak mkne daa...

aqoo da xkuat ag tuk hdapi smua nie..kekuatan aqoo da ilang..

kekuatan aqoo da xde..

aqoo hnye prlukan mama wt mse nie..

aqoo tol2 prlukan mama..

mama la sumber inspirasi aqoo n sumber kekuatan aqoo..

mama la tmpat aqoo mengadu,tmpat aqoo mluahkn isi hti,tmpat aqoo b'manja,tmpat aqoo bergurau n smuanye laaa...

tp skang aqoo da xley wt smua 2 daa..aqoo da patah smangat...

cmne nie...ya Allah tolonglah hambamu ini..

aqoo xsnggup nk hdapi smua nie..

t'lalu bnyk knangan aqoo ngn mama...

mama...........................lau la mama ley dgr yg kah rndu sngt2 kt mama...

kah prlukan mama...hurrmmm...:'(

mama.....

mama....

mama....

mama....

nape t'lalu cepat mama tnglkn kami smua...

kmi da xde sape2 daa skang nie...

xtau la cmne nk hdapi time bln puasa n time raya nie..

ase cm xdak mknenye ag...

xhepy lngsung ase tau..

ase cm xnk raya jew..

agpn xhepy la mama xde..

kami xtau la cmne bila tibe saat2 2..

mama....hurrmmm...

miss mama sngt2...

miss ase time kte sme2 dlu..

kami semua syg sngt2 kt mama..

mama sntiasa d hti kami wlaupun mama skang da tiada...

hope mama d tmpatkn d klangan owg2 yg beriman...

amin...

...hOpE kOrAnG bAhAgIa...

aqoo da xtau nk ckp pew ag..

bila d fkir2kn mmg skit n perit ngat ati aqoo skang nie..

kecewa n mcm2 ag yg aqoo ase..

smpai ati kamoo n dia xnk gtau aqoo hal yg sbenarnye..

aqoo xkn mara tp aqoo juz nk kpastian jew...

susah sngt kew nk gtau smua nie....

aqoo tnye cz aqoo xnk daa merana n jd xtntu arah cmnie..

aqoo xnk berharap lagi..

lau smua 2 btol..

aqoo akn trime ngn seadanya..

aqoo xkn gngu hidup korang lagi..

tp susah sngt kew nk mengaku smua 2..

slh kew aqoo tnye..slh kew aqoo juz nk tau kpastian..

aqoo da xlarat ag daa ngn smua nie..

aqoo da pnat..

plezzzz sngt2...gtau la kt aqoo hal yg sbenarnye..

aqoo xnk d tduh rampas pkwe owg ag..

nape smua owg xprnh nk fhm prasaan aqoo n pew yg aqoo ase slame nie..

aqoo da b'berapa kli b'tnyekn hal nie pd kdua2 belah pihak..

tp msing2 xnk mengaku..

susah sngt kew..susah sngt kew??

bila aqoo tnye depa sl nie..depa suh tnye dak 2 lak..

nape xnk gtau..nape...

jgn la seksa aqoo cmnie..

aqoo pn de ati n prasaan gak..

kdang2 2 aqoo ase cmburu sngt2 lau tngk yeowg mesra jew kn..

tp aqoo xksah cz aqoo skang da xdak hak tuk smua 2 ag..

pmpuan ane yg xcdey lau tngk owg yg ye syg mesra ngn owg len kn

wlaupun skang da xdak pape...

ntah la kn..aqoo pn xtau daa cmne ag caranye tuk mlupakn die..

aqoo t'lalu syg kt ye..maafkn aqoo..maafkn aqoo...

plez maafkn aqoo cz skang still xley lpekn kamoo..

to muhammad faez n faizatul akmar..

hope korang bhagia yerk..

akma..sory lau kte2 kah wt akma trase..

kah xb'mksd nk wt cm2..

tp 2la pew yg kah asekn slame nie..

maafkn kah cz skang kah still xley lpekn ye..

maaf sngt2 akma..

tp kah bhagia ble tngk korang bhagia..

sweet sngt tngk korang..hepyy jew..

hope korang kekal ek..

plezz..jge la ye bek2..

kah syg sngt2 kt korang...

pas nie kah xkn gngu korang ag..

so skang kah da fhm laa...

wlaupn korang xgtau..

hope p'hbungan korang kekal slamenye..

amin..

btw..sory a lot faez cz kah da lukakn ati kamoo..

maafkn aqoo..maafkn aqoo..

thanks a lot 4 being my frenz n my special person in my life

salam..

~~LoVe~~

Standing, holding your crying face in my arms,

i look up with tears to the stars,

i close my eyes and take a long breath,

and wish with all the heart that i have left,

let him stop hurting, let his tears be few,

let his life be happy, and his loves be true,

let his family know he is someone great,

let him be in an eternal content state,

he is my love, my life, and my hope,
and i am his angel, his help, and his life boat,

i will not let them harm his bleeding head,
i will give him laughter, strength and love instead,

so cry no more sweet child of fire,
for i look after you the one i admire,

call my name when you so need me,
and i will come in half a heartbeat,

remember my face when tears fill your eyes,
i will torch their darkness cut out their lies,

we will mend our wings together and fly towards the sun,
and you can be strong when you tell them your done,

keep me in your heart and always look to above,
for i will be your friend, angel and your eternal love!

remember me when you need me most,
you know i'm here!

jUz sAyInG...

I didn't really have you,

you weren't labelled mine.

 But you were.

 And i want every second, minute, day i spent with you, back.

 I'd take full advantage.

 I hope that theres a reason i'm not over you yet..

 the reason being; 

we were meant to be <3 <3 <3

...I've realized...

Girls tears only seems to fall when they don't know

What they're gonna do anymore to try to be happy.

They cry cause they are fighting against

those feelings that are telling them to let go. ,

but knowing that if they let go. ,

they might regret it.

and they're just trying to figure out

whats going to happen

if they keep holding on. ,

and if they're willing to go throw

with all the pain thats needed

just to keep fighting.

juz bOwInK...HuHuHuHu

i miss u so much..

even if you're not for me

 I still love you ...

I do not know how to dispose of the strong feelings for this.....

I get stuck..

So suppose you owned me .. 

I was the happiest person on this earth ..

 but that all is not possible ...

not possible ...

but I want you to know that ,

I really love and will love you forever .. ;'(

~~wHeN i MiSs HiM~~

I miss him so much but he wasn't meant for me...

And I'll accept everything

I trying 2 forget everything about him but then I failed

I miss him..a lot

love is a cycle 

when you clash

u hate him/her so much

u r trying 2 forget bout him

eventually u're starting 2 miss him again

then ur falling for him again..